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Driftwood
Breathless,
at last we are here,
at the sea-shrine,
though few seem to venture to this abandoned plot,
where at the time of the latest tide
a twist of drift left
behind figures
for us,
the gravitational curve,
a centenary - the sea's-time.
'you are useless, O grave, O beautiful' (H.D. 'The Shrine')
........
At the Fort; The Beacon, Martinhoe
We arrive from the old Roman carriageway
high
above the sea, next the sky,
way below
in coastal chasms, white against white
gannets and gulls
beating,
breaking surf -
at home
our multimedia screens still on
flashing in-perpetuum into our comfort-zone rooms,
every opportunity, we whip out phones from pockets or bags,
photos flash,
burst from our finger-tips -
we remain alive with interactive possibility,
yet find it impossible to conjure a picture from the swiftly lit
spark of a stated fact.
Here only flashes, a series of dots and dashes
cracking along faults of the rocky screes on this north Devon coast
from long-ago beacon fires
intended for those, rudderless,
tossed in the turbulent sea,
waiting,
in the Channel,
watching for life or death landings.
'I have stood on your portal/and I know-/you are further than this, still further on another cliff'
(H.D. 'Cliff-Temple')
1. In which the name of the heroine, Julia Ashton, an avatar of H.D. herself, always seemed to me to be a close sound-echo of my own name. H.D’s writing sound-effect, or phonotext, is always significant, so this closeness had hooked me into the book.
2. From H.D., Bid Me to Live; A Madrigal.
3. Returning
from her solitary walk along the cliff tracks, H.D./Julia in Bid Me To Live, briefly describes the
house as it ‘loomed suddenly like a greyship, rising from the sea’ and someone
noted it was a ‘big lonely house on the edge on the wildest part of the coast
... with seven rooms and a great view out towards the Scilly Islands out the
front’ and that it was ‘near Gurnard’s Head’ (Mark Kinkead-Weekes, D.H. Lawrence Triumph to Exile, vol. 2,
1912-22; The Cambridge Biography of
D.H.Lawrence (Cambridge University Press, 2011). Interestingly, H.D. did
not refer to the castle itself in her book, which seems strange, given its size
and historical importance.
4. Bid Me to Live. I have been down to Penwith several times since, including once with participants of the ‘H.D reading party’, in the early 1990’s, when a group of us manoeuvred the lanes and byways from Trevone Bay toward Cape Cornwall. Again, not one of us could work out where the house in which H.D. lived for several months was sited. I remember some heated discussion; but eventually we gave up our search in return for the delights of a local Cornish cream tea.
5. H.D.